Hurt hurt. drugs drugs. emo emo.
Me again.
It's been weird... something really good has happened in my life, which surprisingly isn't related to men. I have a really good friend..she is a bit of a bad influence, but at least i don't feel so alone and depressed. Instead i get pissed with her and don't sleep with random assholes because i am bored or lonely. Instead, i read, listen to music, watch films, talk for ages and get high. Of course there is always a downfall..she has eating problems..and mine have escalated as well....but not in that way - i eat too much now...i eat like a pig and feel so guilty and fat and disgusting....self control. where are you when i need you?